A black, large wing flashed past the doorway as I spoke to my son… I continued the conversation and diverted him back to his task. Before I looked away with widened eyes, and question marks filling my head.
I saw my husband walking past the other doorway… Only to hear him cough from another room.
I see a full blown spider on my arm, that was exaggeratedly large! I leap in the air and scream.
Sweat filling my scalp, soaking my already stressed hair. My palms are dripping to the point I can feel them pruning slightly.
My heart leaps and wallops, as my mind forges some semblance of reason.
But I have seen these things before… I know I will see them again.
I overcome fear like this several times in one day. Maybe 2, or 3 times a week. Since I was very, very small. I didn’t realize this is a type of psychosis.
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