Filled with anger and bile
The words I spit are hurtful and vile
I’m twisted, I feel pleasure in pain
Turned to myself, I deserve it again
I’m sitting in my own shit
I really deserve it
I’m spinning out of control
I hate all I am, me as a whole
An insane bitch to the core
I can’t deal with it anymore
My words drip with bitterness
The dialogue is wickedness
I’m burning, and spinning
Take cover, when I’m grinning
I’m twisting and contorting
What the fuck have you brought in
I’m a lunatic, I’m a madwoman,
I push you, I pull you, towards me and away
I’m listless and silent, my mind is decayed
You can run, but I cannot hide
From the demons who reside deep down inside

Beautiful and Full of Disgrace

✨✨✨UPDATE✨✨✨ Follow me on TikTok too, for more interaction. I have limited time to work on socials, and TikTok is the easiest one to fit in. I will engage on here too of course, but I rarely get engagements on here. You could change that!  😉

Charli Says…

What is your favorite season of year? Why? Autumn is my favourite, with it’s cool breeze and it’s browning leaves. A scenery that welcomes in the winter, with open arms. Gently allowing the temperature to drop, in preparation for the following season. Like the greatest introduction to the colder months, where we can celebrate spookiness…

Easter Eggs

I wonder if Easter eggs were EVER just boiled, or even just a raw egg…I mean what relevance has the egg on the event. I have never boiled an egg and ended up with my breakfast disappearing and then a chicken is found in my fridge…so…erm…anyway! Have a great evening!

Charli Says…

If humans had taglines, what would yours be? Put your seatbelt on, you’re in for a bumpy ride!

Charli Says…

If you had to change your name, what would your new name be? It would BooBah Cunjimeeg. Why? Because.

Regular Occurence

The voice, like a light breeze, flitting through my mind. Reminding me incessantly to mention…and don’t forget to say…I hear his voice at a lower frequency, but I am just about connected to him still. The internal voice is silent and sly, but ever nagging me…the only agenda to maintain the train of thought that’s…

Charli Says…

Do you remember your favorite book from childhood? Sorry to repeat it, The Witches by Roald Dahl. Or Puddle Lane books were amazing quick books for kids to read solo. XxX

BETA READERS NEEDED!!

I need 7 more people for beta readers for my book ‘Beautiful and Full of Disgrace’. It’s a poetry book with a twist, it has a few little pieces of writing I did when starting my healing journey. It’s been rough, and it’s not over. I wrote this to empower myself and my mental health,…

Charli Says…

List three books that have had an impact on you. Why? The Guv’nor by Lenny McLean / Peter Gerrard. My husband suggested this to me knowing I love a real life story. I have to say I was a little put off, but I gave it a go! I was absolutely inspired and intrigued by…

A Broken Heart is like a Collapsed Lung

When you try to strive for positivity, and you realise that people aren’t on that vibe, it’s crushing. I’m left breathless and confused. The moments of beautiful encounters are captured in small snapshots of conversation, or just simple connection, like a smile. The moments of hearing someone’s story. Or, of being able to speak about…

I just can’t…

What’s with the apathetic vibes of these days people? Do we have so little connection to what life is, that we roll over and allow stuff to happen? I feel like Mandela Effect has literally taken the society I once knew, and thrown it to the furthest reaches of another universe. And I’m left kicking…

Charli Says…

What fears have you overcome and how? The fear to be the best I can be, due to a fear of failure. I overcame it through facing who I was, what I’d been through and what I do with all of this. Now, I know I have talent, drive and the ability to hyperfocus on…

Charli Says

Secret language of my texts, if I am typing reactions (ie. ‘Lol’ rather than 😂) it’s an ironic expression.

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